Friday, February 18, 2022

Freedom Convoy

Before the Omicron strain was detected, I remember telling one of my coworkers that if a much deadlier variant of COVID were to emerge, or a new pandemic entirely, that I didn't think we as a society would be able to adapt as well as we did in the first wave. The hope would be that because we're more aware of how disease is transferred and are more practiced in handling such situations, we would be more prepared. However, I said that with how burned out people are from the COVID restrictions, and because of the resulting widespread distrust in government, the reality was that people would be less accepting of any new safety measures.

Then Omicron came out and before the restrictions were put in place, I said on here that I didn't think another lockdown was likely because it would cause unparalleled noncompliance. To my surprise, the government did decide to implement hard restrictions at a similar level to the lockdowns, although they avoided using the term. While people weren't happy, society kept moving along relatively normally.

So it took a few months, but we've reached the unparalleled noncompliance that I had anticipated. About three weeks ago, our government decided to implement a new policy that would require truckers to provide proof of vaccination for entry into Canada. This was the catalyst that caused the formation of a new protest movement, branded as the "Freedom Convoy".

With truckers spearheading the movement, they drove their vehicles to Ottawa and occupied the downtown area, blaring their horns night and day. Initially, the purpose of the movement was to end the specific policy that had inspired it, but it quickly became a catch-all heiring of grievances over COVID measures, and their demands for ceasing the protest became an end to all COVID mandates.

Another protest took place on the Canada-US border, attempting to block vaccinated truckers that chose to continue working. While I haven't noticed an impact to my shopping, my brother who was until very recently working in a grocery store says that this has indeed caused supply chain issues. He says that "If there's anything managers hate, it's empty shelves." The response is to stock them with things that wouldn't normally go there. He gave an example of a section of the hot deli getting stocked with romaine lettuce to avoid having it empty. At a Wal Mart, me and Lee-Anne noticed there was an absurdly disproportionate quantity of Coffee Crisps over other chocolate bars.

Aside from occupying the capital and the border barricade, a series of Freedom Convoy protests cropped up throughout Canada, including Toronto, Winnipeg, Nova Scotia, Vancouver, Quebec City, and Edmonton. Even here in Waterloo Region we've had protests sweep through under the name of the Freedom Convoy. The people protesting has expanded from just truckers to anyone who wants to stand against COVID mandates.

It's gone international, with support protests occurring in Australia, New Zealand, and the UK. The Canadian flag has been flown overseas as a symbol against COVID measures, and I see the Freedom Convoy being covered in American media all the time.  Very weird feeling, since we have until recently had a reputation as one of the Western countries more dedicated to eradicating the virus. We might be an example of the nations who took a harder stance on it initially, finally succumbing to the pressure. New Zealand took a very hard line against COVID when things started out and were the first Western nation to fully reopen. The common perception was that NZ was exceptionally unified in their intention, but now they have shown some of the strongest support of Canada's protests.

I won't pretend to be neutral on the subject, I'm against the Freedom Convoy. I don't think this will surprise many as I've made individual posts for each of my vaccinations. I sympathize with the mental health concerns that have been caused because of COVID measures. Suicide, substance abuse, and domestic violence have all increased since the beginning of the pandemic and helping people to cope with the mental health aspect of this unwanted reality has been most of my job since things started out.

But even if I don't implicitly trust politicians or the media, I do trust the vast majority of scientists and medical professionals who have weighed in on this topic. It's true, they may not be experts at balancing the physical versus mental health risk, but I have seen the fallout of a compromised medical system. I won't go into detail, but Lee-Anne would normally be eligible for a surgery regarding a chronic health issue, but because of COVID, it's seen as "not essential" and hasn't been an option. During the first wave, my roommate suffered from kidney failure and was supposed to have a surgery but it was indefinitely postponed. Later, he suffered another attack that perhaps would have been preventable if he were more proactive, but he wouldn't have gotten to that stage if he'd had his surgery when he initially needed it. My granddad suffered from acute dementia and we weren't able to be there for him in the way we would have liked because COVID didn't allow for visitors.

I don't think the hospitals are putting these restrictions up because of propaganda.

No one that I know well has died from the virus, but one of Lee-Anne's relatives passed from it, two people related to my old roommate, and a guy that was somehow tied to my agency's funding, who I'd met and who was close to a coworker.

If people are surviving due to access to medical care, then even if they're surviving the disease now, they won't if they're all in the hospital at once and resources are exhausted.

The high rate of burnout due to COVID has caused an increased number of medical professionals to leave the field. Will people show as much interest in the profession with the increased caregiver strain? If this disease turns out to be permanent, we'll need them more, but if we don't support them by trying to stay safe, we could have a reduction of professionals in the long run.

Even if it only effects people with comorbidities, one of those is age, which means we'll likely have a lowered overall life expectancy. That might be good for the overpopulation issue, but I find it sad that we won't be able to facilitate a long life for those that would otherwise be able to achieve it.

And I work with the immunocompromised. The mask mandates among others allow them to engage with society relatively safely. Ending all mandates would force them into hiding. It would increase the freedom for some, but reduce it for others. We would have a less inclusive society.

When the virus is eradicated, or when we are able to implement a healthcare system capable of handling our current challenges, we will be able to go back to normal. The current issue won't disappear because we're sick of it.

All this being said, I approve of the Freedom Convoy's right to protest, so long as it happens within the legal parameters that exist within our country. I also have an appreciation for how difficult it can be to organize a protest, and how people might try to misrepresent your cause. When I was in College, we were taught a bit about how to organize a protest, and how if even one person impulsively picked up a rock and threw it, the media would use that to represent your issue.

So when people attending the Freedom Convoy fly swastikas and Confederate flags, when they dress up Canadian hero Terry Fox's memorial with propaganda, and when they dance on the Grave of the Unknown Soldier, I tell myself "I might disagree with their cause, but that's not necessarily what they represent".

As an aside, Terry Fox would probably not agree with them. He ran across Canada on a prosthetic leg to raise funds for cancer research. I believe he would have sided with medical science.

The generally joyous and celebratory nature of these protestors seems a bit odd too. During the Black Lives Matters protests, for example, the overall emotions you were able to detect were along the lines of anger and desperation. These Freedom Convoy people have brought their children, set up bounce castles, and held BBQs. The BLM protesters didn't bring their kids because there was a sense of danger. The Freedom Convoy people, who claim a feeling of oppression, obviously can't conceive of their children being put in harms way because of their cause. 

This protest has breached some legal boundaries too. Their right to protest does not allow them to negatively impact the health of civilians, to create economic danger for the nation, or to accept financial support from foreign countries. By depriving Ottawa residents of sleep and by polluting the air through constantly running their engines, they have arguably put locals in harms way. By blocking Canada's trade routes, they have impacted our access to resources. They have also received funds for food and fuel through a number of sources, including bitcoin and the website gofundme, with donors being sourced to the US primarily.

I've seen a few representatives of the Freedom Convoy denouncing the trade barrier, the swastikas, and rumours about implementing a coup. Despite their claims to represent a "unified, multicultural Canada" I've yet to see a chosen representative of there's be anything other than a white male. Nothing wrong with being a white male, and it's honestly refreshing to hear them state diversity as an ideal, but I just haven't seen the support from diverse communities that they claim.

They have claimed a lot of success based on a recent reduction in COVID restrictions. Because this is happening in conjunction with the beginning of the end of our current wave, it's hard to tell if this is because of protests or because of the seasonal dip in cases. Protesting is an effective way of evoking social change, so perhaps it has impacted things.

Recently our Prime Minister Justin Trudeau evoked the Emergencies Act, which allows the government to go beyond the usual legal limits in response to a threat. This is the modified version of the War Act, which was implemented by our current PM's father, Pierre Trudeau when he was in office.

In doing this, Justin Trudeau has been able to halt the flow of foreign funds in support of the Freedom Convoy, and he has recently employed the help of the RCMP (Royal Canadian Mounted Police, or "Mounties" as you might know them)

The situation is still escalating. Overall, my position is that I disagree with their cause, but I approve of their right to protest if it's within our legal parameters, which it isn't.

Friday, February 11, 2022

RIP Blackavar


Yesterday, one of the Guelph family cats, Blackavar, passed away. It was expected and peaceful. He was at least 18 years old.  He'd had some health issues leading up to now. About a year prior, he suddenly lost the use of his back legs. He was brought to the vet and they determined that he'd thrown his back out and that he was arthritic with bone spurs. When they heard what his age was, they were pessimistic but they prescribed him some painkillers. Surprisingly, he regained the use of his limbs and continued to live a seemingly content lifestyle. Since then, his senses deteriorated, and my mother described him as "Confused but still happy". 

On his last day, I was told that he was low on energy and appetite. If you've ever seen a cat pass, you might understand how apparent it is that they're time is running out. Even if they're still active, you get the sense that they have one foot into another world.

He hugged onto my brother's leg, and let himself be cradled and was purring. His meow softened. Eventually, he just curled up and stopped moving.

I remember when we first got him. My friend Josh knew someone who'd had a litter of barn kittens and was looking to adopt them out. We took one, because we wanted a kitten to keep our current cat, Penny, company after her friend Booshy had passed.

We weren't prepared for the difficulties of introducing the two of them. Penny, who we'd known to be fairly docile, immediately attacked the new kitten and we had to separate them. Eventually they did become friends, often curling up next to each other like a Yin-Yang symbol. Blackavar being the darker Yin, and Penny being the lighter Yang.

But before they learned to get along, me and Mom had to take turns sleeping in the same room as the new kitten. It was very difficult to get any rest because of how high-energy he was. I remember him pouncing on my throat with all his weight on his front paws to wake me up.

Eventually we named him Blackavar. I'm responsible for that. I've never been good at coming up with names, but I'm good at being temporarily excited by my own ideas, and convincing people to go along. The reason for the name was because my favourite rabbit in the novel Watership Down was named Blackavar. Later on, we'd get a rabbit and I'd convince people to name him Moss. So we had a cat named after a rabbit, and a rabbit named after a plant. Still later, we adopted a fluffy black cat named Thor. So now Blackavar, a grey-and-black tabby, was named after a shade that he wasn't even the most prominently coloured in.

When he was young, I'd wrestle with him and pretend to let him win. I attributed this partially to how egoistic he got later in life.

All in all, he was with the family through three moves. He saw Penny and Luna pass. He saw Luna, Thor, and Cassidy be adopted. In the time that he was alive, I graduated highschool, attended the Ways2Work program, did Katimavik and Canada World Youth, worked in eleven factories, got accepted into and graduated from Human Services Foundations and Social Services. I lived in the college residence and student housing with 20 different roommates overall. I was reacquainted with my father and fell out with him. My mother was diagnosed with Hepatitus C and recovered. I lived in three different places after graduating college, with five different roommates. I worked as a Summer Program Leader, an Independent Facilitator, a Direct Support Worker, a Safe Management Instructor and a Child and Youth Worker, and eventually got work where I am now. I met Lee-Anne, moved in with her, and got engaged.

Thor is a year older than Blackavar, but we adopted him when he was six. I think Blackavar holds the record for having been with us through the most life events. Rest In Peace, old friend.

Saturday, February 5, 2022

My Hot Ones Interview

There's a Youtube show called Hot Ones, where people are interviewed while eating successively spicier hot wings. I think the point of it is that people are more likely to be transparent with their answers if they can't think clearly due to escalating pain. You know, like torture.

The interviewer, Sean Evans, is pretty cool though and doesn't tend to take advantage of his guests while they're under the influence of spice. I've watched a good number of episodes. I definitely don't watch every one, but if the guest is someone I know and find interesting, I'll watch it.

For Christmas, Lee-Anne's mom bought me the 2021 lineup of hot sauces they use on their wings, and yesterday I got Lee-Anne to interview me. We taped it, but I'm debating whether I want to post it or not. It's an hour long, as opposed to the 30 minutes they usually have on the Youtube series. Of course, they have the benefit of being able to edit their footage, which would cut down their time considerably. We also don't have theme music, multiple camera angles, or echoing effects whenever I reacted to spice.

Part of me wants to transcribe the answers into text on here, but I feel like that's missing a big part of the point of the show, which is to watch people react to the heat.

It was still fun to do. Usually Sean Evans eats the wings along with the guest, but we didn't have Lee-Anne do that, since her spice tolerance isn't at that level.

There are ten sauces. I couldn't detect any heat on the first two. It was noticeable on the third. The fourth and fifth had a really nice heat-flavour ratio and were by far my favourite. The fourth was Los Calientes, it was 36,000 Scoville heat units and had kind of a chili taste. Not so much like chili peppers, but more like the dish. It's description says that it has tomatillo, serrano, and apricot. The ingredients list has cumin, which is where I'm probably finding the chili connection. The fifth was Hot Heads Official: Revolutionary. It has 57,000 Scoville heat units and featured scorpion peppers. Scorpion peppers are a superhot, which is a title given to any pepper hotter than a habanero. It's a former Guiness Book of World Records title holder for hottest pepper in the world, dethroning the ghost pepper, but eventually losing to the Carolina reaper. 

I have a bottle of scorpion pepper puree, and it may sound insane, but I actually enjoy the taste of them. When you get to the level of superhot, you come to think of them as simply vehicles to deliver pain, but the scorpion pepper is the one superhot I would argue has a good flavour to it that shines through the heat. In Hot Heads Official: Revolutionary, they manage to capture the deliciousness of the pepper while dialing down the spice to something that is present but doesn't feel too distracting.

Da Bomb: Beyond Insanity, which is their eighth sauce, usually gets the strongest reactions out of guests, so I was eager to try it. With 135,600 heat units, I'd heard that, while it isn't as high on the Scoville scale as the two ahead of it, it's the most unpleasant to take in. There are different types of heat. Some hit you immediately, and some build and burn slowly. Some effect you more on the lips, some hit you more in the digestive track. So while a lot of these sauces have a slow build up that allows you to take in the flavour before experiencing the pain, my impression was that Da Bomb hits you in the face immediately, then in the gut, and it has no redeeming qualities in terms of flavour either. While the other two sauces might be more painful at their peak, they don't hit as fast or as long, and they don't taste as bad.

I had lower expectations for the version of Da Bomb that I received in my collection, though. This is because the one they use on the show has something called pepper extract. I might botch this explanation, but my understanding is that this means they do something to remove the capsaicin, which is what makes peppers spicy, from the pepper itself and use it in the sauce instead of using the whole thing. This system creates certain health implications in the final product, which has led Hot Ones to remove all sauces with pepper extract from their lineup with one exception, that being Da Bomb.

But the Hot Ones' partner company Heatonist, which produces the sauces, didn't want to put a potentially unhealthy sauce to market, so they developed a version of Da Bomb using all natural ingredients, mimicking the flavour of pepper extract without using it. I thought it might be impossible to replicate that experience, and I was right. Da Bomb in my collection had a slow burn heat, and its flavour was unremarkable but not bad.

The hottest sauce was their final in the lineup, The Last Dab with two million Scoville heat units, which is rumoured to not be that hot in practice, since guests seem to be in their worst shape after Da Bomb, but recover a bit by the last wing. The tradition is to dab a little extra on the last one to finish things off. A little redundant for me because I'd just been dabbing sauces on the wings anyway, since I wasn't going to dirty ten dishes by tossing each individual wing in sauce beforehand. This is a legal move though, because when they were doing the Hot Ones At Home during COVID restrictions, guests would just dab on the wings, and Sean said they would usually add more than usual by accident anyway.

Because I was still in good shape by the last wing, I drenched it in sauce until it was coated and dripping, and then slurped up every bit of it for one last chance to have my answers be impacted by heat. It was hot, but I still had presence of mind. It was where I thought I'd be at the seventh wing, which was the Bhutila Fire. I don't even know if the last sauce was that hot because it's the most potent, or because I just took in more of it.

All in all, the experience was a little disillusioning and underwhelming. There wasn't a sauce I couldn't do multiple dabs with. I'll never be able to look at those celebrities with respect again as they contort in pain. After the interview, Lee-Anne tried Los Callientes,  because it was my favourite, and said it was about the limit of her heat tolerance, and she tried a drop of The Last Dab because I said it was the hottest, and she said I was a monster for handling the amount that I did.

Anyway, all this is partially a setup for an outcome that happened  as a result of this interview the next day. Lee-Anne's question for me on the ninth wing, with Hellfire: Kranked was "What was your initial exposure to anime?" My answer was a cartoon called Friends of the Forest from when I was a young child, which at the time I wouldn't have been able to recognize as anime.

In fact, I made a post on this show last year: http://lairofthegryphon.blogspot.com/2021/05/friends-of-forest.html

Basically, when I was a teenager and the Internet was still young, I tried looking up my favourite childhood TV show. After some research, I found a Japanese version. Years later, a translation emerged, but it was different than the one I remembered, titled Fables of the Green Forest. Eventually, I found it acknowledged on Lost Media Wiki that there was a second translation, with an entirely different voice cast, titled Friends of the Forest. While there was a record of its existence, none of the actual content had emerged. It was hard for me because I had all the episodes taped on VHS, but we'd lost them.

I've been especially fixated on the theme song. I felt that it would have to rot away in my brain as an imperfect memory, never sure if it ever actually existed.

Just an infectious jingle, that only I remembered: Friends of the Forest, there's room for everyone

Anyway, because I described this to Lee-Anne as technically my first exposure to anime, and detailed my decades-long attempt to unearth evidence of the version from my youth, the next day she tried looking it up.

Without telling me she'd found anything, she nonchalantly played this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcfNfUmEpRM

I was shocked silent. As I heard the lyrics, they came back to me a moment before they were played.

I'd been searching for this for seventeen years

And now, I'll write down the lyrics here in case this video is ever lost (it sounds like the beginning was clipped off, but this is still a lot better than I ever expected to get).

We love the forest
There's room for everyone
Oh, Rocky
Rocky lives in a tree
He's so happy
Living where he wants to be
Come and join him
And all his animal pals
In adventures
Our stories filled with fun and laughter
We are friends of the forest
Lay all day in the sun
We love the forest
There's room for everyone
Oh, Rocky
You may not be as fast as a rabbit
You always get there last
When there's a problem
You know just what to do
Oh, Rocky~
We can always rely on you
We can always rely on you
We are friends of the forest
Lay all day in the sun
We love the forest
There's room for everyone
We are friends of the forest
Come and join the fun
We love the forest
There's room for everyone